So excited and so scared. I’m looking forward to the future, but I’m worried I’ll crap out. Nobody seems to have much faith in me right now, and instead of support from my family I’ve been receiving contempt. Not a lot, just little jabs every several days; enough to make me doubt myself more than I already do. When it comes from my sister, three years younger, it hurts the most. My mom's opinion matters to me so goddamn much--I don’t know why it does and I wish it didn’t.
I am going to kick butt on long cruise next week. Without my mom there, telling me what to do, I’m going to be my best.
Sorry for being emo today.
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